Who gave you time to cry? And time to find yourself?

Fri, 25 Dec 2009 06:33:21 GMT

Merry Crispmas everybody.

PS is anyone elses LJ logging them out randomly?

Wed, 16 Dec 2009 08:04:15 GMT

I nailed all my Xmas shopping, bought myself some awesome presents, and is really looking forward too the new Red Dwarf DVD, wait a minute, I'm not miserable, whats going on?

Wed, 18 Nov 2009 07:08:47 GMT

So cold.

Crowded streets all cleared away
One by One
Hollow heroes separate
As they run

You're so cold
Keep your hand in mine
Wise men wonder while
Strong men die

[Chorus]

Show me how it end it's alright
Show me how defenseless you really are
Satisfy an empty inside
That's alright, let's give this another try

If you find your family, don't you cry
In this land of make-believe, dead and dry

You're so cold, but you feel alive
Lay your hands on me one last time

Mon, 09 Nov 2009 08:53:27 GMT

The only thing more awesome than having the flu is being hungover at the same time and finding out your bedroom becomes an oven in summer.
Fuck My Life.

Tue, 27 Oct 2009 07:09:20 GMT

All I do is work, sleep and have nightmares.
There has to be more to it than this.

Thu, 06 Aug 2009 11:44:03 GMT

Had a shocking day so far, I woke up crying blood (literally) and just got locked out of my own house with a weeks worth of shopping.. I am totality waiting for god to strike me with lightning and end this slow decline of an existence.

This cheers me up though.

Sun, 19 Jul 2009 10:35:55 GMT

Green light, seven eleven
You stop in for a pack of cigarettes
You don�t smoke, don�t even want to
I see you check your change
Dressed up like a car crash
The wheels are turning byt you�re upside down
You say when he hits you, you don�t mind
Because when he hurts you, you feel alive
Is that what it is?

Red lights, grey morning
You stumble out of a hole in the ground
A vampire or a victim
It depend�s on who�s around
You used to stay in to watch the adverts
You could lip synch to the talk shows

And if you look, you look through me
And if you talk it�s not to me
And when I touch you, you don�t feel a thing

If I could stay... then the night would give you up
Stay, and the day would keep it�s trust
Stay, and the night would be enough

Faraway, so close
Up with the static and the radio
With satelite television
You can go anywhere
Miami, new orleans, london, belfast and berlin

And if you listen I can�t call
And if you jump, you just might fall
And if you shout I�ll only hear you

If I could stay... then the night would give you up
Stay then the day would keep it�s trust
Stay with the demons you drowned
Stay with the spirit I found
Stay and the night would be enough

Three o�clock in the morning
It�s quiet and there�s no one around
Just the bang and the clatter
As an angel runs to ground
Just the bang and the clatter
As an angel hits the ground

Not sure what the question marks are about but that is how we roll.

Tue, 07 Jul 2009 10:28:31 GMT

This sums up my life nicely.

Tue, 31 Mar 2009 10:08:18 GMT

Still alive, moved house, have a wonderful view of the city, there is a cheeky cat in my new house, just ate some awesome Vietnamese food, feeling good, considering I'm always feeling bad..

Sleep and science fiction sound good right now.

this weeks key words and phrases..

Tue, 23 Dec 2008 04:55:02 GMT

Jim beam, Headlock, Stalking, Don Vito, Police, Broken Glasses, Your A Wizard Harry, Chicken Fillets, Ox Steak, Black Eye, Electric Feel, Drip Tray, RSA, Cold And Flu Tablets, Rockstar, Vomit, Hate, Passion Pop, The Joker, Presents, Pulse, Plaza, Ill Fitting Red Dress, London, Thats about it.

Fri, 10 Oct 2008 05:09:49 GMT

I work to much..

Wed, 11 Jun 2008 03:38:36 GMT

Havn't been on in a while, I don't really feel like posting anymore, I still read other peoples journals, but most of the time I don't have anything to say, or don't want to say anything, one or the other..

In an internet gaming place at the moment, there is gun fire all around me and lots of asian dudes with gnarly hair are screaming at each other, I am here to kill time before work..I have to go in early for training, normally this wouldn't be a problem but I got up at 8:45 this morning (the middle of the night as far as I am concerned) and am feeling a little frail..

On the upside I started work on a new book a few days ago and am really getting into it,I had to get away from trying to write the other one when I have been stuck on the same scene for so long..

anyhoo, thats all, cant think of any youtube videos to post so I will leave it here.

:)

Tue, 13 May 2008 09:50:46 GMT

Take a ride, Take a sharp knife..

Sun, 06 Apr 2008 09:20:54 GMT

Ok so,
I went and saw H.I.M, it was fucking phenomenal, we got there just as they started the first song.
The whole thing was brilliant.
I managed to get Ville's water bottle, and I scored one of linde's guitar picks! I am impossibly pleased about this..
Then we all got in a car crash, we were rear ended by some random guy who wasnt paying attention..
We stayed at cherry until the early hours, until a 40$ taxi took us home..
all in all it was a good night with an average ending.

Mon, 03 Mar 2008 08:38:50 GMT

Hmm, well I went and saw M.S.I at the Prince.. It was brilliant, the blew the roof of the fucking place, not alot else has happened, I have been shopping and bought myself some really super tight black jeans, I resisted for a long time then I gave in..

Went to the Northcote kite festival with some friends from work, that was drunken and bizarre..
apart from that I have just been binge watching southpark and staying out of trouble..

Might be moving into a new house soon, I need a bigger room and a proper bed..

M.S.I - Stupid Motherfucker

Oh the glorious work party..

Mon, 11 Feb 2008 14:37:45 GMT

We had our Christmas party yesterday.. (Yeah I know) and the theme was dress up as what you wanted to be when you grew up..

For me it was no contest, I wanted to be a woman..
So I strapped on the lucky dress did my hair and dolled myself up and was soon partying on the fifteenth floor of some building in the city..
It was a great time, everyones costumes were great, for some reason people thought I looked hilarious, but I thought I looked quite pretty, in a creepy undead zombie housewife kind of way..
we scoffed all the free food and soaked up cocktails and listened to a lame salsa band..
It was rad.. I spoke to one of the owners, he said I was doing a good job and that he liked my look.. its nice to know I wont be fired soon ;P

But, I didn't get completely wasted as I usually do, I am quite proud of myself for this, It wouldn't do to be drunk in front of all the bosses and owners and stuff..

Thu, 17 Jan 2008 04:45:51 GMT

I must have at least 3 versions of this song on my LJ already but I don't care..
They constantly surprise me.

Wed, 16 Jan 2008 18:41:17 GMT

Nearly 10 year's ago I invited theses guys to my birthdate party..
They didn't show...
But it was still a good gig..

(Just being at the other house and feeling sorry for myself)

Mon, 07 Jan 2008 12:02:00 GMT

Well..
I just finished watching the movie 'The Jacket' and I can tell you now it is a slice of fried gold.. those of you who have seen it (and read this) know what I mean, those who haven't should go see it as soon as possible..

Apart from that my life at the moment is pretty slow, work shifts have dropped off drasticlly and I am at a loss for what to do with myself, apart from sleeping at distracting my brain with any kind of fiction I can get my hands on...

It is lonely.. I shouldn't be lonely but I am.

I am going home now to eat toast and pray for sleep.

Pax

24 caret win.

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 14:33:42 GMT

ha ha ha!!!
wake up in the dark
the aftertaste of anger in the back of my mouth
spit it on the wall
and cough some more
and scrape my skin with razor blades
and make up in the new blood
and try to look so good
follow me!
make up in the new blood
and follow me to where the real fun is
ha ha ha!!!

as stale and selfish as a sick dog
spurning sex like an animal of god
i'll tear your red hair by the roots
and hold you blazing
hold you cherished in the dead electric light

your face
i'll never see you this way again
i captured it so perfectly
as if i knew you'd disappear away

shake dog shake

you hit me again
you howl and hit me again
the same sharp pain
wakes me in the dark
and cuts me from my throat to my pounding heart
my heart
my shaking heart

shake dog shake

but we slept all night in the virgin's bed
and dreamed of death
and breathed like sick dogs
we slept all night in the virgin's bed
and breathed like death
and dreamed of sick dogs

shake dog shake

wake up wake up wake up!
shake dog shake
wake up wake up wake up!
shake dog shake

wake up in the new blood
make up in the new blood
shake up in the new blood
and follow me to where the real fun is...

shake dog shake

I only just realised how harsh this song was..

Tue, 25 Dec 2007 09:46:43 GMT

And so it is xmas...
meh, I am drunk as all hell and wondering what the fuck I am doing here..
Socks and underware for xmas.. its all to cock..
going home tomorrow, have to work the next day (it never ends)
feeling a little gnarly, truth be told.. not a very happy camper..

This is the song peppering my mood.

Tue, 18 Dec 2007 13:52:39 GMT

We wish you a merry jingly, we wish you a merry jingly, we wish yooooooooo.

So yeah anyway, the holiday season has been good so far, I am working like a maniac at the moment.. More than I ever have in my life..

I got some early Christmas presents, a little glass angel that sits on top of my t.v (she's got my back) and a Mighty Boosh dvd, series one.. and I am very happy with them.

No massive dramas in my life, I only get three days off for Christmas and am working on NYE, but I am not complaining, I don't seem to do that any more.

Merry Christmas everyone, I hope....

I am actually in this film clip for like two seconds..

Working like a motherbitch..

Mon, 10 Dec 2007 13:20:22 GMT

Its the silly season, and at my work, we get the silliest motherfuckers in Melbourne all up in our face, on the upside we are having a Christmas party and we get to give out
chriskringles <-spelling?

I cant wait to get my present, I do like presents..

another random video that is stuck in my head at the moment.
I really need to buy some new CD's

Thu, 22 Nov 2007 15:06:33 GMT

Working all weekend.. YAY!
Need to buy a microwave.. BOO!

That's all really..
Don't know why I like this video so much, I just do.

Mon, 19 Nov 2007 10:22:00 GMT

Not much to say really, just kicking back with a cheeky glass of wine and chatting to friends..
Work should be busy this week, I am not up to it, but I will power through..

'Powering through' has been my motto of late, jumping into things face first and giving it your all is a better way to crash through life than just sitting around wondering why everything is so fucked..

I like my new attitude.

Love the movie, love the song, this clip is win win.